OK,I'm going to put it out there.I have a 6th grade education...if that..I"m not proud of it in the least,but it's from years of being lazy and having a number of learning disabilities.

And so,I feel like the useless one of the family.Besides some commissions,I don't bring any income into my home,I feel totally and utterly USELESS. But recently I started doing the pretests for the GED,and it'll take sometime to prepare..but I think I could pass it if i worked really reallly hard.

And thats another thing. I don't think sewing,besides commissions and a hobby...will get me anywhere.And because it's no longer a hobby..I DONT want it as a full time job,to try and support myself on.So after my GED...I want to look into caring for kids.Probably something dealing with Daycare or something.I really like kids,and since I"m so "mommy like" in my ways,it seems perfect.

Also: I"M GOING SKY DIVING AAAAAAAAAAHS. I'm saving up,but I'm going sky diving. Cuz frankly,I'm SO FREAKING BOOOOOOOOORED,I wanna do it >3 I want to try alot of things,actually.thats just one of them

so all in all..i've been giddy as hell. So I think that with all the stresses of te world off my shoulders (like being the mother of the house for almost 2 years ) i can...breathe a bit and do more of what I want

I'm so sick and tired of some people.Especially this guy named Patrick.he used me and my friend K.C  for a trip,won't/can't pay us back for cosplay parts (because he used the money he could have used to pay us back,to go onto the Anime Matsuri trip!)

And aung,He wonders why K.C won't talk to him.She hangs up on him.Then he calls me to whine at me and asks me to talk to her for him (the hell? )

So basically the bastard wants his cake and to eat it too.He's trying to make up with us,so that he can start coing to cons with us again.But...thats so freaking stupid in my honest opinion!He's used us,and our (limitd)funds,and then he expects to be forgiven so easily

*groans*After Anime Matsuri I'm dead.I have so much plush work to do,I still have to right now Misako Rocks Interview from AM and do my Con report...they'll get done DX...


So I haven't been a bum for the last couple weeks,like I normally am.I have been making Mini lolita top hats,25 in fact~I am almost done with them(FINALLY)Just cleaning them up,decorating them and putting ribbons and such on them.Then I am off to work on metroids and strawberries (and maybe the starts of my putt face army?:O )But I always say i'm going to do something and it gets held up,so...meh.

I'm trying to get alot dun Saturday,because sunday i'm going to "the blessing of the fleet".Thats where people drive (or sail.Whatever) there boats to certain location,and then a priest blesses them.And after that,every one hooks their boats together,and probably gets shit faced =3 I'll bring my camera and take pics of all the old fat men flashing their man boobs (bad bad inside joke with my dads best friend )


And I am going INSANE.I am dieing to watch ALL of the Saiyuki Musical,not just whats online.I'm getting to the point of I'm going to have to just bit torrent the bitch.And I really don't wanna have to do it. 1) I've never done it befor.2)I don't know what it'll do to my poor comp.3) I reallly wanna support the actors (the very very very sexy actors) that are in the musical.


SO it's 2 in the mornin'.I'm going lay downa nd start typing my Con Report.Night,bitche---I mean darlings <3

Weeeee.So I'm still getting ready for Anime Matsuri,guys.I leave on the 9th of this onth and I'll get back sometime on the 13th =3.


So I've sewn up some plushie stuffs (but not much.... )  but I HAVE to kick it into high gear once i get back DX Or I am royally screwed.

*slams head into desk again and again and again*I...haven't been very productive this month... >>;I got carried away sewing costumes and hanging out with friends (Misty-chan has a social life,wut? )

But I got 6 bodies sewn up,and I"m starting to stuff them.I'm determined to finish atleast these 6 this month befor moving on and trying  to make...18 for next month.Why 18? because Anime Matsuri is in april and I will be CON RUSHING.Not con rushing for artist alley or dealers room.But  just con rushing so I can go off and have fun.But I feel horrible that I won't get much of anything done for april. V_V; And in May I'm heading to Louisianime,so I gotta have something ready for artist alley.....time to wip up a chibi butt face army,yes?

So lots of stressing out,but atleast I have a good group of friends now (ILU guys),that are willing to kid nap me~. Also: It's Mardi Gras season,W00! Parteh tiems,ya'll <3 (oh shoot me now )


And to get me through all this sewing and such,I've been goign through the Yu YU Hakusho box sets my brother bought me.And I'm about to start the 4th,5th,and 6th seasons of DBZ...So I wanna get through atleast 20 plushies befor I get through 3 seasons of that o_O;....

completed for the table thus for:

Squall

Tifa

Cloud in a dress

Duo

Heero.

in progress:
 

Hakkai

Gojyo

Goku

Sanzo

Rosette

Chrono.

~~~~~I'm going to die.

I know I seem like I'm constantly complaining about this subject...but I think it's seriously getting out of Control.

Guys have been hitting on me,more than EVER.I go to the book store,an otaku hits on me,I go to the grocery store,a bag boy hits on me,I go get TAMPONS,and I get hit on. (that was a big wtf right thur)I go out to the mail box,and guys HONK at me,or whistle,OR,while they're stopped at the stop sign (near my house).I go to Home Depot,and grubby plumbers hit on me.And some times,my dad could be standing right there,and they wouldn't care

I wouldn't MIND it,if it wasn't so damn CREEPY. I mean,I'm talking to this anime fan and we're talking about cosplay and manga ,and suddenly he grabs my chin and says I have smoldering eyes,and that they hold a secret.Befor I laughed at him,I had to kick him in the shin to make him lemme go ><; Luckily my big brother walked up to us a second later and death glared the dude

And to find out,my guy friends. MY FRIENDS,have been talking about me as if I'm a piece of meat. D: My friend emailed me last night to tell me his friend said "Hey,Misty is smoking hot.You need to tap that" (seriously...he said THAT) and another friend is trying to hook me up (thankfully,it's with a guy I'm crushing on any way).

Also: it's never any one young that hits on me.It's always people my dads age (55+ )I look 13,so I must have pedophiles coming after me or something.

I dunno any more.I go out looking sloppy and disheveled,and i get hit on,I go out in COSPLAY,and get hit on,and i go out with my hair done and stuff,and get hit on.No matter what,THEY FIND ME.

And I don't go out that often either O.o which makes it even weirder.I'm an inside kid.I'm lucky to go out once a week (I enjoy my solitude,yo ) And this always happens.I'm not over exagerating,either.ASk any of my friends,and they'll tell you the same stories.

I just don't get it: In todays standards,I'm FAR from attractive,my personality is wack (I'm considered "one of the guys") and  i'm a tad bit disfunctional

So today (feb 9th,yo) is my 19th b-day. how the HELLLLL did I live that long? catching my hair on fire,catching falling irons,slipping and sliding under trucks....dang

auhg.So much I wanted to do this weekend,and I did absolutely NOTHING.My monthly curse hit,and I was completely wiped out.I think I slept most of the weekend @_@I wanted to finish up my two commissions,and four plushies for the dealers table,so THEN I could start five commissions and 7 plushies for the dealers table..but it didn't -work- that way.

Now,it's not like they're still in pieces...the commissions are done,Bryce needs shoes anda  face (and maybe fix his hair a bit.. it doesn't look Shaggy int he least V_V ) And midna needs her green markings and her eye. Oh my goodness,midna...I decided that fabric marker would be best (and easiest) it is not so D: It's not a fan of Butter Sued,so I had to put the heat on and let her dry for a couple days,then do a fe wmore coats,and repeat.now I have to clean her up in places where the marker smeared @_@;

And then the ones for the dealers room are just about done,needing things trimmed up and fixed,but other wise fine. I was making Rinao and Squall,but I didn't have any blue,so Rinao easily turned into Tifa >>; so the line up now is:

Squall

Tifa
Duo
Heero


IN other random crafting news: I took on a wig commission,so I won't die from doing plushies all day XD So hopefully that comes out nicely (errr..it better,cuz...yanno,I'm' getting paid for it )

So I'm minding my own business today,and I'm in a good mood.just sewin' away.And I get a call from a number I've never seen.So i answer and i get a "hello sweety.You sound like you're doing well",in a males voice--that aws trying to sound low and sexy.

So I laughed and told him "I'm sorry,sir.you have the wrong number" and he tells me "OH,I'm so sorry.but you sound SO SWEET.I think I'll just talk to you instead.=3"

and then he starts TALKING DIRTY.I'm stammering,telling him to stop,and he won't.he's asking me fi I give blow jobs and shit and 0.0; wow.and I'm over here in chibi mode,flailing about and blushing.Finally I tell him I have to go and not to call back...


And he has the nerve to ask me to call him!>0<;


Auhg

So,this a lil plushie update ;O

So,if I stay at a somewhat steady pace today and tomorrow,I think I can get my goal of six plushies done this month.

So far,most of Midna is done.She needs her green markings,and her eye.

Bryce needs to be turned inside out,stuffed,headed,and haired.

and I have four plushies stuffed (they will be Squall,Rinao,Heero,and Duo ) and everything under the sun needs to be done to them.And these will be for sale after completed <3


And,to get to the point of the title...I was working on Bryce,and figured "hey,lets try make this look a bit more professional!" and made the pants part of the body (as in,I sewed the black material INTO the body)...and I accidently put the legs the wrong way *facepalm*I had to take them out and redo it.~_~;

oi oi oi.

in other news,I got the purple material for my zelos costume =3 So when I cut up the *cough*robe/nightgownthiner*cough* I can line the coat ~ I''ll be happy to get this costume done,so I can focuse my time and money on things I actually wanna make xD

So,it seems that this is becoming more of a personal journal than a crafting journal....I shall fix this,I shall....When,I have no clue.

So,every year for new years,like every other person on the planet,I make a new years resolution or two for myself.This year: lose all the weight I regained,and make 100 plushies.

So far,i've lost 3 pounds and I'm working on 6 plushies,two for commission and 4 for either an artist alley/dealers room.That aint too bad,I suppose...Since i"m making all human plushies now,and closer to the cons I'll crank out the chibi's (thirty chibi's in 30 days.that wasn't too shabby if I do say so myself.But I know I can do better!)

Also,we're thinking of getting a Yorkie puppy.We miss having the pitter patter of paws in the house.and it's lonely at night.It'd be nice to have a lil fluffy thing ruling the house again>Though dad was against it,he also said "even if I SAY anything,you two are gonna get the dog anyway"...which in a way is kinda sad xD he know's me and mom far too well.But it'll be alot of work.A bath every two weeks,and She/he needs to be brushed twice a day.........and the yorkie is gonna cost $500 D<. thats what kills me.how something only a bit bigger than a CAN OF SOUP can cost so much...xD

And in other random news: My birthday is Feb 9th ;O! I'm gonna be 19.What the hell.I only feel 14 and look 12.How does that work?Beats me,thats for sure.

Annnnnd,I'm ordering my Zelos wig and wig dye soon <3.I'll have the money,and by god,I'm spending it on a fancy wig,thats for sure...Heh,I sure am getting happy with spending money.but I'm getting a bit tired putting all my cash BACK into my business.So instead of buying a ton of buttons and notions the other day,I had a lil manga spree <3 felt good...Also:

I HAVE OVER 200 MANGA! what the hell?

 And if you've gotten the far into this random rant of randomness,I congratulate you on getting this far =3 most people's minds implode at this point.

And as far as I'm concerned,thats all I gotta say for now.

Mainly,and only at Anime cons,will I randomly hug strangers

Yanno...sometimes i think I take everything too seriously.And I think thats why I'm stressed out over everything lately.Like money issues,school...just life in general.And I have been feeling like I've been going no where fast lately and just drowning...

but this weekend,i stepped back,breathed and had alot of fun.Some friends from Renfest came down,and we went out in cosplay and hung out.and they ended up staying the night.And I can honestly say,I felt "young".And I really don't feel like that all that often,even with the hobby I'm in.

And I know as I grow older,these moments will become less frequent,but be precious to me,and be held in my memories.And I hope that I have many of them befor I'm old and cold! X3

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Ok,so I posted 2 weeks ago that my dog died.And you guys helped me through it with your words,and I thank you.And I'm sorry if I didn't reply to you all right away..it was just a hard time.and it is still hard,having no ninja puppy around..

<3 I love you guys.Sorry if my thanks don't seem that heart felt,but they are.

My dog,Teddy passed away today.he was 10 1/2 years old.And he was fat and happy.He died of heartfailor,not even 5 minutes after we brought him into the vet...he went fast,so I know he didn't suffer TOO much,besides the fact he was having a terrible time breathing...

And we're all upset here.We've been crying most of the day,and I know it's not gonna stop for a few more days...this just really hurts...we lost something else,to add onto all our emotional burdens.it feels like it never stops,that we're always getting another kick in the head.....

So,orinally I started making the lolita bonnets,bows,and hats to sell at mechacon in July next year (so I won't have to RUUUUUUUSH like I did this time around) However...I'm in financial trouble,and I'm gonna go ahead and sell some of my stock (it can be easily remade X3 )

So,lets start off with the Lolita bows:

Black Bow set with white ribbon: http://horohoroplushie.deviantart.com/a ... -100649697 $15

White Bow set with Purple ribbon: http://horohoroplushie.deviantart.com/a ... -105653598 $15

White Bow Set with blue ribbon: http://horohoroplushie.deviantart.com/a ... -105653693


WHite Bow Set with pink crosses: http://horohoroplushie.deviantart.com/a ... -105653891 $15

Black Bow Set with White Crosses: http://horohoroplushie.deviantart.com/a ... -105653987 $15

~~~ Bonnets~~
FLorale Bonnet http://horohoroplushie.deviantart.com/a ... -105654058 $20

Black and White Bonnet http://horohoroplushie.deviantart.com/a ... -105654294 $20

~~~Head Bands~~
Sweet Lolita Headband http://horohoroplushie.deviantart.com/a ... -105654639 $12

Polka Dot Rose head band http://horohoroplushie.deviantart.com/a ... -105655063 $12
~~~~Hats~~~
Yellow Plad hat http://horohoroplushie.deviantart.com/a ... -105108980 $25

Pink Rose Loli hat http://horohoroplushie.deviantart.com/a ... -105655219 $25

~~~Chibis~~~
Witch Plushie http://horohoroplushie.deviantart.com/a ... -102450357 $40

Light Yagami http://horohoroplushie.deviantart.com/a ... i-94014240 $40

Tuxedo Mask http://horohoroplushie.deviantart.com/a ... i-94012348 $40

Honey Sempai http://horohoroplushie.deviantart.com/a ... i-94010947 $40

Ginji Amano http://horohoroplushie.deviantart.com/a ... 0-94012706 $40
~~~

Arg,and I promise,guys....I WILL HAVE THE HAIR TUTORIAL UP SOON

To me,it's simple: the "camino" concert when I went to my first anime convention.They dazzled the stage,put on a good performance,and I even caught the drumstick in the end! it goes down as a good memory to me